wordfall

it would seem that i got busy, android got instagram, and i forgot how to write.
all the wells dried up, and i climbed inside, to sit in the coolness and let my mind take its leave.

but that’s not true, is it?
the wordfall never stops.
a stream the same on no two steps.
a passing train, a steady downpour.

the listening is where they lose me.
i don’t want, don’t need, don’t care to find the time.
until i do, and i can, and i can’t not try,
with aching fingers, blurry soul, and stopped up spirit,

to leave this airport chair, this endless wait, this breaking day,
and go instead to the mind’s stilly bank,
where the words rush too loud not to listen.
i catch the few i can in passing.
a day’s ration, at least.

 

just write

 

unseasonable

 

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i woke easy this morning, just before my alarm,
thin film of sweat already painting my skin.
i beat the roofers to work, so their closed chain gate implied,
the sky is darker this week, thick with fog and awkward time.

it’s all just so . . .
unseasonable.

tonight, we’ll strip more blanket from the bed,
one more layer of safe-bundled comfort,
exchanged for the bare and more true, i can hope.

transfigured, reordered, remade.

 

justwrite

 

on writing as work

well internet, i’ve been doin’ some thinking.

in the last week i’ve misspelled vacuum and used the wrong passed vs. past enough times to know the words whirling in my head are getting a bit tongue-tied. to me, part of the beauty of blogging is its ease and accessibility. i can type faster and edit easier and get words out of said cobweb-covered head with pensieve-like precision . . . and then move on with my day.

this space has become a dear-to-me place for these quick release quips. i ask nothing more of this eponymous .com and am happy to have made room for it in my life. in the past year it has morphed into a record of the poems on my mind and my heart. i love writing here and will continue to do so, for myself, and anyone who wants to visit.

the ability to press publish on a post, however, does not a writer make. and if these heart-dreams of mine are to find their wings, i am feeling them beg for some resistance workouts, a bit of a challenge, a taste of the toil towards a more purposed and polished product. in sessions and conversations the last month i have heard it again and again – this craft, like any other, it takes work. i am eager to roll up my sleeves and get some of the sun shining outside of this box on my pale writer’s arms.

mixed metaphors aside, i’ve got no blueprints drawn up just yet. projects with creative friends this month offer the opportunity to put these ideas to paper and work on my writing a bit longer, harder, weirder, stronger. all that to say – i will write here when i need what this space offers (which is almost always for #justwrite tuesdays) and perhaps i’ll share some more fleshed out, sweated on pieces in the coming months.

in the meantime, excuse any crickets; i’m hoping this buffalo will keep them company. :)

to writing and hard work!

 

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